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study camp
study camp
study camp
I am not going to leave my house tomorrow in the best of my spirits,
for sure.

it will be 6 days more, before I return back home
not that anybody cares except my parents...
for now..

I feel that I have been chucked aside, alienated
from what used to me my warm company
they got so different, so much strange to me,
that i do not see the spirit in them almost anymore

when the heart turns its side on life,
thats when life turns its side on the heart

you cannot control it
and you cannot believe it, if you are the one experiencing it
it has happened now to me, and it can again.

friends of yesterday, i do not know who is the one that has changed
there are only two choices,
its either me, or you all.
adaptability is a trait of all homosapiens,
why don't you exhibit it?
stop blaming anyone for being who you are today,
everyone has total control over their life
yes, we HAVE that control.

many things in life are so superficial,
but yet the most important things aren't so showy
but yet deep in meaning and thought.
real things won't be real unless many agree to it doesn't it.

please takecare of yourself,
really,
i do not know whats going on,
and i do not know why its happening at such bad timings
please know that i really care for you and that
i am really concerned about whats happening to you right now.
it hurts me many times to see you like what i have seen the past few weeks.
--missing

yuxuan,zhenhan,tzehui,yonglin,huitian,zhaorong,yunkai,yonghao
-i really miss you guys alot, can we go out sometime soon?

please...

takecare readers...
[yisong]
28th