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its been long since i felt this.
numbed for so long, maybe too long.
the feeling of wanting life and freedom.
i only felt it now, after viewing photos after photos and videos on outings, gatherings, hangout sessions...

where's mine?
i'm being pulled at every part of my skin...
i'm not receiving much or any support...
i'm like a lone ranger...

feels like...i'm just...left out...

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[yisong]