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oh well....
back to blogging...
something is wrong with youtube and photobucket
hence the lack of updates
(that was an excuse)

oh well....
no youtube
is almost equivalent to no internet
hahaha

life now has been....
nothing but financially worrying.
i haven't got my pay
i don't even know how much my bloody pay is
i don't know when i am getting it also!
GRRRR!

saw this cute little kid
on the mrt train yesterday
i went out to watch warlords.
warlords was an okay movie only
plot is superb
thats all...
shan't elaborate for fear of spoilers
oh well...

that cute little kid
i doubt he's even two years old
i keep looking at him
thinking
thinking
and fooling around with him of course
hahaha

well, looking at that smile he gives me
when i give him one before
i kinda noticed
how bright and cheerful his smile was
it's like
with not a total damn care about what's gonna happen
not letting anything put his mood down.
he was hyperactive
seeing him moving about in his father's arms
while his father closes his eyes
hahahah
poor father
i thought.

but then,
can i say that this father is lucky to have such a cute boy?
i mean...that's not his only child
the boy has a sister
not much older than him
i suppose the difference is only a year?
oh well,
this father is lucky
ok, i admit i'm jealous he has two children
i wanna be the father of a few next time
but i can't help but to be jealous now
just think
two people
ignorant(for now) and so innocent
who would willingly be your hearing ears or heartily embrace
isn't that good?
i mean...really
i feel it
cos im an only child yea wadever...
but i really wanna have brothers,sisters...
really....
childrens are fine
but...
not now...
hahaha(:

oh well....
just a moment of lonely-want-company thought
i think i seriously lack company
i love outings
i love gatherings
i miss my class 4e1
i miss huiguan
i miss that gang of people
i wonder where is twin now
i wonder what my classmates are doing now too...

OH YES
some of you will be receiving email from me!
i mean those in 4e107
sorry but only selected ones will have
because its special...
(:

cheers all...

[yisong]
i can't dodge lightning bolts
i can't catch butterflies
oh well...might as well strike myself
*attack*
*tidus*
*35607*
*GAME OVER*
haha...