entry....lian pai 2

my day is bad...one of the worst ever...and its a saturday...lian pai 2....unlucky day i should say.

everything was normal at the beginning...until dinner time around 6...i went mobil to buy stuff and i came back...i gave the people their stuff and i went to xiao li tang....i shouldnt hav gone there seriously...

i wasn't playing...
neither was i joking around...
but unknowingly to me....
i kicked the UV lights for "hei guang"
and the bulb must break...
screw it...
it costs $720

then i got into a very bad mood...
i got distracted in many stuff during the show
i forgot to raise my head in "you gang"
i could not put on my hat properly
i could not use all my effort into dancing

worst thing...
i had to shout at shixuan...
it kinda freaked her out i think...
it wasn't intentional
but i couldn't control my temper...
and my tears
i was still moody
i didn't want to shout at her but i just could not control myself
i was pissed yes
for her giving me an empty bottle of green tea after i bought her a full one
it was a treat since she didn't return me my money
but it doesn't matter
what concerns me was that she is telling me to throw an empty bottle for her which i bought
i could only say she was ungrateful
but then shes still young
she has so much more to learn
i shouldnt hav shouted at her...
i am truly sorry shixuan...