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the big picture vs the ground.

the big picture won.

will it always remain like this?

i'm really disappointed. not because the big picture won. but its like life JUSTS goes on now that he won.

i believe life would be a little (or maybe much) more interesting if the ground had won.

oh well, now we wait for another 6 years.

this again...tsk

i'm still trying to find a direction, i see many, but i am very uncertain.

i'm weighing chances, risks and opportunities.

of what i can become,

of what i was meant to be

of what i will experience

of so much more.

but yet there can only be one.

clear the fog, pave the way, make it clear,

of where i should be one day...

it ain't going to be easy from now on...

[yisong]