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missing...

back from West Zone LINE Camp
just ended yesterday...

at the LINE Night
i felt something very strong

what i felt was
a hollow of emptiness
a mess of acquaintance
a strong sense of regret
and an utter load of reliance

something was missing
because there was no satisfaction at all...

"i don't think i did a good job this camp, disappointed with myself...and i feel that i let everybody down..."
that was what i typed in my phone before lights out
to one of the leaders...

gosh...what's happening to me...
...

council,
i'm sorry, i was a bad example this time round
leaders,
i'm sorry, i did not give it my all
myself,
i'm sorry....

[yisong]
stay strong...yisong, valeo...