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just let me be emo for now okay...

in this world,
there are many angles
perspectives
opinions
views
i'm not perfect
i cannot satisfy all
and there is a limit to what i can do...

what i cannot do
i require a partner
a teammate
a team
i do not have a teammate
i really do not have one

the consolation is that im having a good team as of now

it really sucks
when everything in your life
goes against you
that somewhat happened yesterday
i really lost all motivation

but i have regained all now,
not because that i have gotten over it
but because i have to regain it...

its tough
its tiring
its stressful

i wanna break down
seriously...
i don't think i can take it anymore
but i know i can
its just...

):

aiksong is a sad person
i am really tired...