Thursday, July 28, 2005

i say...

hmmm....im taggin yet again...luckily....hahahaha haiz...these few days im super busy almost cannot cope up liao...then mum scold me for making my pocket dirty but it aint my fault man, i removed my wallet from the pocket since the first period lorh please...recess i did grammar builder then super sian like dat...i dunno wad to do...after school go eat lunch at aunt hse then go baq school for maths remedial...haiz...did last year upp sec competition paper.lucky i can do at least half of the questions haha...haiz...until now i dunno wad subject combination to take...ERGH...its tough...im afraid of stress nxt year knowing tt i have a huge commitment coming up for me to undertake...its my choice, but i wanna do it...so i have to really multitask like hell...juggling aint easy, if u cant use ur hands, use ur legs, ur knee, and esp ur brain to control movement....i musnt tink of playing...i mustnt...

I dunno why, i have no ambition at all....
I dun even think i like anybody now...
I dunt even feel liked
I feel extremely lonely
I feel extremely sad
I wanna socialise more
I hope that i would have a little brother or little sister or big brother or big sister to share my times of joy, sadness, grieviences and bliss...
I have no idea where my future leads me to
I need a lighthouse
I need a torch
I need a source of light to save me from tis cavernous and dark cave...
I need love and companionship...i wonder who...
I wont think about this all day long cos
I know that all has been decided
All has been clearly stated out
All has been clearly written out
All has been clearly pointed out
About my future
About my life
About my destiny
About my love of my life
By, Fate

Sunday, July 17, 2005

Luffy Says

Ok i have updated my blog already...nw im seeking solace everyday during recess and im nt telling u where i will be but only a few ppl can find me....silent me...haiz.....its already after the nationals nw im waiting for performance practice to start. oh ya...forgot to tell u guys, i may have a performance nxt year please come n watch!!!=))[esp huayians =D]

Friday, July 08, 2005

Luffy Shouts

Haiz...im bloggin again finally...
My nationals yesterday wasnt too bad although i didnt qualify...i go 22nd...and timing was 12:31 but the qualifiers slowest(last lane) person was 16th and timing was 11:05, i missed by 86 secs damn....im quite sad though but i think i will forget it juz try harder nxt year lah....haiz...weiping is going soon...sad....haix...