haiz..

today was monday, first day of school...dammit i have to stop thinking of ali!
morning, had to make an announcement over p.a quite nervous....thk god it rained...if nt i would have to speak on stage without my script...that would be a nice one...but it rained and so, i landed up giving the speech in the office.
recess, went to take blazer and juz move around...i find myself very stupid...i force myself nt to eat and nt to bring money and yet i get hungry and borrow money from people...wad kind of a person am i becoming to....omg...its such a sin...haiz...nvm about that...
at 1225 hrs i went out of class wif steve, ron, huan, ben, and cons...sc investiture...haha i was quite happy abt it...finally i can get to wear tt 'gold' badge lol...then we went in to be investitured during assembly in which i feel like kicking the person who gave a mini "boo"....nvm haha
well during the invest, i was really really contorling my laughter till the extent that i didnt smile throughout! darn...bad impression of a stern guy...which im not! darn...
isabel commented on my announcement lol and some teachers too...im glad haha
anyway steven's speech was rather broken and i found it kinda hilarious...of cos i forced myself to NOT smile yet again...

qing gong yan ended in a big note but abruptly...im quite sad about that...didnt had much fun...i dunno why...perhaps its becous of the news that i heard...
i just can't believe it till now...
omgg....
takecare people

[yisong]