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haiz, i want time to turn back to 10th March 2006...
its now, 2008, 30th July....
gosh...its been...
2 years already...

[yisong]
i'm missing it...

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tides of change, waves of emotions, ripples of lingerness, currents of regret...
valeo as a FAMILY

[yisong]
i'm missing it...

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what's essential is invisible to the eye

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when things end, memories begin...

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blank.
many events
many people needed

too many events
too many people needed

not enough people
not enough energy left

valeo can stay strong
valeo will pull through

but valeo will die
if valeo does too much

now, is almost too much
....

dear valeo, please stay strong, this is the ultimate test of our abilities
and i want all of us to pull through...
please, please do not be complacent
seize every opportunity to study now
studying is extremely vital!
go valeo, 28TH!!!
....

i'm tired,
i haven taken an official break,
not even the holidays...
hope i don't collapse suddenly...
>.<

takecare readers
[yisong]

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DISAPPOINTED

READ AT YOUR OWN RISK, YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO COMPLAIN IF YOU READ ON

YOU MAY COMPLAIN ABOUT ME PUTTING THIS READ-AT-YOUR-OWN-RISK-POST

today
isn't a good day at all
well, i'm glad that the zhejiang people are back...
but house meeting today was...
argh......

if announcement was made for everyone to report for civics in the hall,
why wouldn't everyone do the same for this meeting?
how long could it be, as in, why would whoever organising this event
want to waste your time?
if you waste an hour listening
don't you think for that person to say stuff for one hour,
have to prepare for that one hour?
doesn't that person have to waste THAT same one hour SPEAKING?
i mean, come on, its after school, it involves everyone, surely your CCAs
can start later and end later IF YOU ARE DEVOTED enough...
and like, must we always go around calling you to hurry up, hurry up, hurry up
please go to venue A now, thank you plus a-smile-on-my-face like :D
oh come on, don't you think its so fake?
please go to venue A becos the teacher is there, or a fierce teacher is there
task orientated?scared of being scolded?
come on, if you were really scared, you wouldn't want to be later than the teachers
in the first place.
which house you from?please go to respective venue B now plus a-smile-on-my-face
what, you new here?don't know your way around?
please go, please go now, hurry up, hurry up...
must i BEG you to GO!?
if i get paid for this kind of job i would do it till i DRAG you there

when things seem that they can't get any worse, they get worse
quoted from my vps' water bottle
i'm doing that to people whom i call friends, some are leaders
like OH WOW, shouldn't you know what i'm feeling then?
leaders, didn't you had this feeling when YOU were the one chasing OTHERS
can't you like show some pity on us?
didn't we been through all these together once upon a time...
its such a...disappointment...

valeo...
council room is so untidy
so untidy
so untidy
so untidy
can't you guys TRY to keep it NICE for ONCE?
so much dirt
so much dirt
so much dirt
can't you guys take the INITIATIVE to SWEEP the floor?
so unsightly
so unsightly
so unsightly
doesn't your sense tell you that its TIME to EMPTY the dustbin once in A WHILE
like what the disgusting sight la....
>.<
26...25...24....23....22.....21.....20.....19....
what you want me to count to ONE?
STOP BEING INFLUENCED BY OTHERS
DON'T DECIDE BASED ON OTHERS
please stop telling ME that you want to quit council
DON'T TELL ME
DON'T TELL ME
DONT'T TELL ME
DO NOT TELL ME
I AM NOT A TEACHER
I AM NOT A TEACHER
I AM NOT A TEACHER
I AM NOT A TEACHER
SO STOP TELLING ME
STOP TELLING ME
STOP TELLING ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FOR WHOEVER'S SAKE I AM
1) PART OF THE 28TH
2) YOUR FRIEND
3) YOUR PRESIDENT
SO DON"T YOU THNIK THAT I WILL FEEL BAD ALSO?????
DON'T YOU THINK I WILL THINK ON WHATS GOING ON IN MY COUNCIL
OR WITH ME?
IF ITS ME, I WOULD RATHER YOU TELL IT STRAIGHT TO ME
.....
i'm not a superhero, if that's what you think
i have feelings
i have emotions
i have my own problems
i have my own commitments
i have my own sacrifices...
i get stressed
i get tired
i get angry
i get worried
i am only human...
please, spare me from that labelling...
i know you may want to like update me,
but can you guys stop doing this to me
or rather, to us
we are the 28th
why the hell did you even want to join in the first place!?
please find your initial drive that brought you this far......
it sucks to know that your family wants out it sucks to know that your family wants out it sucks to know that your family wants out it sucks to know that your family wants out it sucks to know that your family wants out it sucks to know that your family wants out it sucks to know that your family wants out it sucks it sucks it suck stisucks it sucks it sucks it uscks it sucks......

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[Chorus]
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me

[Chorus]

Your beautiful soul, yeah
You might need time to think it over
But im just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind
If you give me the chance
I will never make you cry c`mon lets try

[Chorus]

Am I crazy for wanting you
Baby do you think you could want me too
I don't wanna waste your time
Do you see things the way
I do I just wanna know if you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide

[Chorus]

Your beautiful soul, yeah
-------------------------------
beautiful soul by jesse mccartney
nice song..

moe excel fest, no comments, was okay...
hmmm...
looking forward for 6H Gathering
hope people turn up
lol...

life, as it seems now, is normal...
because, i'm like at the down in my life
oh well, so long for the ups...
which all in all is normal...

when we commit ourselves to doing something
commit fully
there is no point committing only a bit.
afterall WHY did u even COMMIT when commitment is an extreme?
we must ask ourselves WHY we WANT to commit
before we even COMMIT
because many others COMMIT
with their own WHYs
pulling out is an option
an option that reflects about yourself that
-you lack the confidence
-you lack the perseverance
-you lack your own purpose for COMMITTING
argh, whatever it is,
pulling out will not be a problem for me
i won't BOTHER for one NUMBER now...
ITS JUST A NUMBER ISN'T IT
QUALITY BEATS QUANTITY

vnus huf uh, ajanouha amca eh so luihlem lyh lno,xied,kad cdnaccat, vaam bnaccinewat, vymm celg, lnispma yht ajah kad ehzinat.pid E, femm HUD tu cu, ajah ev e kad ehzinat, e femm belg socamv ib eh caluhtc.e nacumida drec, yht syo drec pa y cuinla uv bufan vun dra bemmyn.

ok, no offence, i'm just being direct
grrr...
tmr be better thanks
(:

i seriously think i have no life
[yisong]
takecare ALL,
esp you!

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every one counts...
feelings right now:
number-less
&
useless...

i'm no ironman...

[yisong]
e vaam mega e bid uh sycgc uv talabdeuh