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olympics over,
well, thats that for four years of waiting,
wait 4 years more!
it will come again, in london!
hahaha...

ehhh,
im actually fine,
my previous post ain't work related
hahaha nvm...

lemme preach a little,
dun read if u dont want to

i think that to be a good leader,
you must be consistent

ok, thats a little...
hahaha

i think im catching up pace,
my rate of mugging is super low now
i hope to increase it more
because seriously,
i don't have the mood to study at all...
dang...
valeo aiksong
its just like....
6more weeks!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
O_O
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*signs off blogger and switches off com

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sigh...
sigh...
sigh...
sigh...
sigh...

aiksong,
feeling
lots
of
mixed
emotions
which
he
doesn't
know
why
but
can't
help
it

'why do i get affected so much'
let me escape from this just once please

erggghhhhhhh
its not as if anyone really cares
about me.
'why bother then...'

[yisong]
feeling awkward and lousy
and just weird

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hmmmm...
hmmmm...
hmmmm...
i feel really weird,
alienated,
awkward,
talking to some people
it wasn't supposed to be like this before...
i dunno why it is now,
especially, it has to be now...
):

promos are coming
and i'm not happy at all
not because i have a possibilityof retaining
but the fact that all valeons have that possibility
and some of them, whose possibilities are way high...
i have faith in them,
but some of their actions, makes me lose faith...
stay strong guys, its just this last lap to go,
we've been through so much to give up only now
please remember this if you are reading...

i failed CL common test
i failed econs common test
i failed bio common test
dang
these 3 subjects are killing me
nonetheless i will make sure my econs pass overall
my bio gets an S overall
and i get an A for my CL 'A's
i'm going all outtttttt...
and i mean all.

i'm trying extremely hard to remain optimistic
but seriously i don't know how much further can i last...
"leaders are usually lonely"
i feel that, totally.

to all student leaders who have just been invested,
congratulations, and please live up to your name
when the time arises.
many events will come that needs all your support to run
but please priortise this now,
promos :)

thankyou gadis,jasper,hidayah,dom,hendy,syirah,jeremy for handling the student leaders and their invest
thankyou jessica,teekai,howsun,egoh,alyssa,janice,jerome,tommy,junjie,chengyi,burp,celisse,shiva for making the bbq a success despite the rain(:
thankyou teachers for being there, seniors for being there(:
jess, hope to see you on tuesday, we missed you
please focus on your studies now, no more work i hope(except syirah)
please leave the rest to me, for now(:

VALEO!
takecare readers
[yisong]