128

the feeling of being cheated
is not good at all.
it makes you feel unwanted,
or at least for me...

although im not disgusted
but im not pleased
for what time is lost
shall never be found.

127

is it right or is it wrong?
i do not understand why some people do not understand the understandable
sad? no, definitely not
confused? yes, as always...

126

*yawns*
joanne's quiz...

#each player of this game starts off with ten wierd things or habits or little known facts about yourself.
People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
At the end you must choose six people to be tagged and list their names.
No tagbacks!



# I DO NOT LIKE TO TAKE QUIZZES
# I watch power ranger at this age of mine!
# I do not really like the expressionless and cool face of mine.
# Contrast to joanne, i do not really like chilli and i cant take them really well
# I am crazy about one piece
# I do not think that some of the teachers in my school are helpful and thoughtful enough.
# I am from shhkact
# I can control some people's train of thoughts
# I have a dislocated left thumb currently...
# I am NOT going to answer the 10th!(surprised? xD)


WHO TO DO THEM?
vegetable, fruits, poultry, fish and bread



takecare readers
until next time
[yisong]

125

oOoOoOo...
125th post
nice number to stop blogging...


im feeling weird
has everything changed?
has time brought us further apart?
have i been forgotten or is it just me?


i dunno wad to do with my grades
my chemistry is getting nowhere despite revision
i dunno why
my amaths is like so near yet so far
i dunno why
my humanities is like i dunno
i dunno why


haiz...
what is happening in my world?
shld i revert to cold me?
im getting tuned to that mode more recently
no idea why too...


what's missing: answers
=/


i shall stop blogging
takecare readers
[yisong]

124lies

Lies


nobody in this world can live without telling a lie.
lies are all around us,
whether we like it or not.
lies revolve around us
just like the earth revolves around the sun
there are two types of lies in my opinion
the good ones and the bad ones.
it is difficult to classify them
because in every lie lies a piece of both good and evil.
its just up to how we determine it.


i am a person
who tells many lies in a day
i am not telling a lie by saying this.
i lie for a reason
but sometimes without too.
i play pranks,
tricks,
feign,
and tease.
its similar to oxygen for human beings
just that i don't do it all the time
but i do it at least ten times a day.
that's not a lie.


i admit,
i love to tease people
to get their attention
attention seeker I am...
yet everytime i do,
i tell a lie
which is not true about that person
i call them stupid, ugly, brainless
i name them, dustbin, rubbish, toilet bowls
yet the thing that's true about them is not what i say...
i feel guilty always towards my friends whom i tease
though i spare no sympathy for those when i really mean it.
evil person?
maybe...


in life, we tell lies to deny the truth from being told.
like when we forget to do our homework,
we weave a lie that can pardon us from the music we have to face.
like when we forget to bring something,
we weave a lie that is just another excuse
and like when we do something wrong
we weave LIES to make ourselves innocent.
this is evil...
yet it changes with context and how we lie to whom


other times, we lie to prevent further 'damage'
be it physical or emotional or psychological.
like when someone passes on,
we lie to another person to prevent them from greiving
yet the effects are only temporary.
like when we are down with serious problems of health
we lie to make sure we get treated the same and not let others worry
yet the effects are only temporary.
we know the END consequence
but we still do it.
is this good?
or is this evil?
to deny the truth from someone
when he or she has the right to know it...


so many questions in life
mostly answered by counsellors
however,
are they lying?
just to release you from the stress you have?
reason is,
why do they answer these questions
when they do not have the answers themselves?
and again, has all the things i have just typed
been a big fat lie?

takecare readers
[yisong]

123

hmmmm, just here to say this...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIEE!

haha that's all
and i've completed my weekend homework for AMaths!!
>.<
OMG!
and CRE too!
whee~
more time for revision of my last year topics!

TRYBE event this saturday!!! I WILL BE THERE!


takecare readers
[yisong]

122

MY HAIR WAS CUT!
AHHHHHH
UBER UGLY
-in my own opinion-
ERGH
CAN'T YOU SPARE ME 3 MORE DAYS
SO THAT I CAN HEAD FOR THE HAIRDRESSER DURING SAT!?
WHY~~~~
ugly....-.-


today...
susanna birthday...
happy birthday susu!
pss pss chku chku fffft kek AH!
okay lah
origin from susanna!
happy?

and tmr.....
HUIEE DIES!!!!
MWAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
of pain of course...:p


im thinking deeply once again
another post will be coming soon
theme: lies

takecare readers
[yisong]

121

2nd post of the day!
i guess i must be over the moon to be blogging TWICE in a day
hhmmmm...birthday wishes from people from the start of 12am this morning
Beeqi (11:59:19) [zero th LOL]
Goiling (12:00:43) [first]
Melicia (12:00:45) [second]
Jocelyn (12:00:54) [third]
Si Hao
Constance
Ronald
ZiQian
Dad
Aubrey
Farah
Mum
Yiyang
Angel
Jade
MEGA TWIN
Melaine
Tyty
Adeline
Ervin
Wei Cheng
Jin Wen
Keryn
Alina
Sherileen
Gary
Kaixuan
Susanna
Jonathan
Elaine Goh
Li Ying
Kar Yan
Steven(just realised u are late by 54secs)
and many people who wished me verbally!!!!






hahaha
thanks:
hkhk peeps: for the night out at changing appetite
goiling, joanne, huiee: for that caking today....-.-

many people i can't really remb(classmates: steven, reuben, huifang, melicia, yanshan, zhenxiong, constance, ruiheng) for the song a t macritche... =]

no mood to blog about the events,
just came back from suntec city after dinner
><>
hahahahahahahxD

pictures, starting from night at CA:

(previous post LOL)

JEC

first time i see the one in the background SO HARDWORKING

left out girl, about to sneeze

my share: better ones

120

RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
*EVOLVES*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YVONNE!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BRYAN!

hahaha
I wish ** ***** ******** ** ** ** '*' ****** **** ****!
I wish *** **** ****** *** *** ***** ****** **!

YES!
=p
nc16nc16nc16nc16nc16nc16!
takecare readers!
[yisong]!

119

argh...



obstacles is everywhere in your life


and so has another emerged in my life yesterday





seriously speaking, screw the school




why are you doing this to us when we have prepared so long???


don't you think that it is a waste of our effort and time and money when you do this to us!?


its like i tell you to build a house, and after you have completed it, and even have painted it, i tell you to demolish it.


WTF!





unfair?
no, everything is fair in my world...
biased?
YES
the school is biased towards the performing arts groups of CCAs
who are you to belittle the PERFORMING ARTS?



other schools are so supportive of every CCA,
we are biased over here.
WHATS THE USE OF FORMING THIS CCA,
IF YOU DON'T EVEN GIVE SUPPORT TO IT,
DON'T EVEN GIVE US A BUDGET FOR OUR COSTUMES!?
WHAT DO YOU WANT US TO WEAR????
OUR BIRTHDAY SUITS?
OUR WHITE PE T-SHIRTS??
OR OUR COLOURED PE SHIRTS WITH THE NAMES OF ISLANDS?!?!?
seriously....


you don't give us a bigger room,
ok nvm, it may be due to architectural limitations
you want us to share the dance studio with other cca groups
WHAT!?
you refuse to give us budget for our SYF items
WHAT!?
you want us to reduce our programme to only one item
HOW ARE YOU GONNA EXPLAIN TO THOSE WHO PUT IN THEIR LIVES AND SACRIFICE THEIR TIME AND ENERGY INTO THE DANCE WHICH IS GOING TO BE CANCELLED?!?!?!





to all tibet dancers...i'm really sorry to hear the news.nevertheless, i hope that you guys will continue to strive for OUR common goal, we shall not falter, we WILL walk with our heads HIGH after this.i understand your feelings, cause i have been through this kind of Thing.give ur 120% every dance practice from now on!not only tibet dancers, but even the modern dancers too!!!and this shall be my last classification of the 2 different group of dancers...we are ONE now.go forth, ALL modern dancers, just bear with this few months, our aim is GOLD WITH HONOURS nothingless!





PS: for those who took the step to change, i applaud and admire your spirit
for those who did not, i know how it feels, and i know it is tough...pluck up your courage, strive on, we are dancers afterall


we are not professionals, but we must be professional


takecare readers
jiayou HYDance
[yisong]



some pictures taken last night at changing appetites in Marina Square!


US![many missing too tsk,tsk yunkai...]


the cake!



desmond and i