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Songs of my Ears:
1. We Are!
2. Believe-Folder 5
3. Hikari-E
4. Bon Voyage
5. Kokoro no Chizu
6. Brand New World-D51
7. Crazy Rainbow
8. Jungle P.
(1-8 are OP opening themes)
9. Go The Distance-Michael Bolton
10. Leave Out All The Rest-Linkin Park
11. Far Away-?
12. What's Left of Me-Nick Lachey
13. Against All Odds-Phil Collins
14. We Belong Together-Mariah Carey
15. I Don't Wanna Miss A Thing-Aerosmith
16. All I Know-Five for Fighting
17. I'll Be Missing You-Puff Daddy& Faith Feat

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7papers to go.
no comments on the papers that i have taken
good luck to myself

i feel like i'm taken for granted
do i look like a grant to any of you?

[yisong]

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25 more days...
just this 25 days
i will mug really hard
i promise
i promise
i promise

ohh it seems many ppl doesn't know about my blog yet...
so...hey ppl out there!
i changed my link~~!
relink me please at the address bar at the top ^
haha
its pointless

maybe i shall go inform some ppl abt it

anyway
in 3 days time
is my amaths paper
in 4 days,
is my amaths paper
in 5 days,
is my chemistry paper
in 6 days,
is my geography elective paper

oh well,
all the best to me for these four papers first!
since no one is wishing me luck...
i shall wish myself
a1
a1
a1
a1
a1
a1
.
..
...
....
...
..
.

whatever....
i just got back a feeling i have lost for a period of time...
i hope this feeling will last until 13th november!
this fighting spirit...i lost it on bio practical day...
cause,
i think bio prac was not good..
but i don't care now
paper2 counts the most!!!
i must not let mrs wee down!
must not let mr ong down!
must not let ms goh down!
must not let ms adlin down!
must not let ms chiang down!
must not let mr bacchus down!
must not let ms tan down!

HECK!!!!!!!!
I'M IGNORING ALL THESE
AND GIVING MY ALL!!!!!!
GEAR 3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[YISONG]

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hmmm....=\
i wonder...

[yisong]
exactly one month

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hmmm....
while my brain is still in this mode
i say why not...
really why not...

i shall blog about something that was once close to me
but yet what my peers and i have fought so hard to uphold values
shape and model...
much of what we stood for has altered
is this the new generation?

that thing...
greatly impacted my life
it moulded me, it shaped me
into what i am now...
all the trails
training
bitter lectures
sweet little victories
harsh criticism
ahhhh....

why has it come to this step?
when elitism and superiority is imposed
doesn't one feel lonely and outcast?

i haven't watched the movie King Arthur
but i managed to sneak a clip of it
it was around the starting part...
King Arthur and the Knights of the Round Table.
the significance is great
why?

round tables do not have an end
round tables go on forever
round tables reflect equality

the point of King Arthur's round table
or so i think,
is the ensure that everybody who is seated
are of equal authority
equal power
equal rights
equal freedom

the thing now, in my opinion,
has become a high court
i shan't describe
but everybody should know what a high court is like.

now, what would you do?
sorry.
what would you all do?

elitism and superiority in the context
can only exist united
divided, the elites are overthrown.

simple

[yisong]
*chem prac was good*

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Linkin Park
Minutes to Minute
Leave Out All The Rest

i dreamed i was missing
you were so scared
but no one listen
cause no one cared
after my dreaming
i woke with this fear
what am i leaving
when i'm done here
so if you're asking me i want you to know

chorus:
when my time comes
forget the wrong that i've done
help me leave behind some
reasons to be missed
don't resent me
and when you're feeling empty
keep me in your memory
leave out all the rest
leave out all the rest

don't be afraid
i've taken my beating
i've shared what i made
i'm strong on the surface
not all the way through
i've never been perfect
but neither have you
so if you're asking me i want you to know

chorus

forgetting/ all the hurt inside you learned to hide so well
pretending/ someone else can come and save me from myself
i can't be who you are

thanks jw for lending me the album
nice songs..

[yisong]

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ohh...im feeling better now...
just had to unleash everything out on my blog...
hahaha

today was physics practical...
its...
okay la..
to me..

hmm, today's tyty birthday?
yea...happy birthday tyty!
confused by wad u said ytd...o.O
or am i wrong?xD

1 down 16 more papers to go...
13 more days to start of written papers
35 to the end...

cheer up wun lu hun...
you will never have success without any failures
things WILL change somehow...
if they don't...
then GET DOWN and CHANGE IT YOURSELF.
mr egg supports!

i'm going gear 2!!!

[yisong]
energized!
*grows big like mountain king's AVATAR!
xD

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tolerance is one thing,
unbearable anger is another.

if you don't want to go to the library, tell me straight
at least i will respect the decision,
don't give me empty promises anymore
especially backing out at the last minute.
i have tried to made it in such a way all of us can benefit
and after all those,
just three words are suffice to say it all.

don't think i'm such a nice guy with a stern look
i can turn into a bad guy with a darker face.

the exams are coming and i know nobody wants to waste any time,
so don't waste mine.

two screw-ups in a day.
WHAT A DAY
damn.
[yisong]

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if i'm not wrong,i have been a student of Hua Yi Secondary School
for 1369 days
since 3rd January 2004...

and today, october 5th 2007
school is officially over...
secondary school that is.

it seems weird.
it seems strange.
the atmosphere of the school today was totally different.
few students at 1230pm
which usually will be packed with 1400 students..

the last lessons.
i felt abit reluctant to leave...
but then, everybody has to move on...
oh well...
it just was strange today

happy birthday joanne! :D

takecare, my friends
[yisong]

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Do I Make You Proud

I've never been the one to raise my hand,
That was not me and now that's who I am

Because of you I am standing tall,
My heart is full of endless gratitude,
You were the one, the one to guide me through,
Now I can see and I believe it's only just beginning

Chorus-
This what we dream about
but the only question with me now
Is do I make you proud
Stronger than I've ever been NOW
Never been afraid of standing out
But do I make you proud

I guess I've learned, to question is to grow
That you still have faith, is all I need to know
I've learned to love, myself in spite of me
And I've learned to walk, the road that I believe

This what we dream about,but the only question with me now
Is do I make you proud
Stronger than I've ever been NOW
Never been afraid of standing out
But do I make you proud

Everybody needs to rise up
Everybody needs to be loved, to be loved

This what we dream about
but the only question with me now
Is do I make you proud
Stronger than I've ever been NOW
Never been afraid of standing out
But do I make you proud

This what we dream about
but the only question with me now
Is do I make you proud
Stronger than I've ever been NOW
Never been afraid of standing out
But do I make you proud

Do I make you proud?
Do I make you proud?

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final lap, final lap, final lap
this is it.
ten years in education will pass after this.
expectations and aspirations,
which should I fulfill?

the journey is very dry, with no spare water bottle.
i'm sucked up dry currently...
with only little . left.
im not trying to mean anything...
serious!

blah, good luck to those having their end of year exams now...
i'm nearing the end of the tunnel
but will i see light?
or yet another tunnel?

when the time comes, i will know...

takecare all
[yisong]